Monday, June 22, 2009

Daddy's Hands



I look at my life now, your words echoing in my head: "Nothing magic happens". So perfectly true. I got here with my own gumption, will power, and choices; both good and bad. I have what I have and am surrounded by great people because of all the things you taught me and all the love you gave me. I've made mistakes but you've helped me realize I am the only one brave enough to change things for the better...and that there WILL in fact be Better Days.

Thank you.

There was a time when I didn't like you so much. When I was young,I was conVINCED you were purposely holding me back. But when you let me go, I regret not speaking to you about my uncertainty and fear. I held grudges against you. Now I understand, being a parent myself, that you were doing what was best, what was right. I simply was too childish to see it; too stubborn to admit it. All of that wasted time makes me sad.

I'm sorry.

I'm glad I can call you just to laugh. I can't wait to share the things in my life both easy and difficult. I seek your opinion or simply the sound of your voice because you are one of the most gracious, giving and loving men I know. You encourage, comfort, and support me as well as the decisions I make; right or wrong in your eyes. I am proud and happy we've reached this point in our lives (although it was not an easy task); the point where I see you as my friend AND my dad. You are a wonderful man.

This song is one of my favorites. I always think of you, smile and wipe a few tears away when I hear it.

Happy Father's Day.
I love you Daddy.